Soft Architecture // Diary, 15 May 1905

By Cole Lu


Soft Architecture, 2016

Digital printed fabric, vinyl letter on plexiglass, wood studs, Nearly Natural Greens (above)
Vinyl letter on plexiglass, wood studs, sand bags (below)

Soft Architecture (2016) was initially a site-specific installation for a storefront window at Westminster Press in St. Louis, MO, from December 2015 to January 2016 (below), but it was recreated as a temporary outdoor installation in Petersburg, IL, in February 2016 (above). This public display addresses the identity of minorities, particularly in racial and gender politics, nationality, and geographic marginalization. The freestanding signage greets viewers in the imperative, with fill-in-the-blank text on plexiglass, a form of test that is often found in the assessment of grammar and vocabulary, requiring participants to produce language in order to pass.

The title was inspired by Lisa Robertson’s essay, “Occasional Work and Seven Walks from the Office for Soft Architecture” (2011), which probes various fabrics, cities, rooms, people, histories, and the way space and time function as “soft architecture.” The piece aims to visualize the yearning of belonging, and to vocalize a certain mutism that is so prolonged that it ends with something akin to disquiet.


kkkk “I am looking for a person
kkkk who understands my language and speaks it,
kkkk a person who,
kkkk without being a _ _ _ _ _ _ ,
kkkk will question not only the rights
kkkk and the value of the _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ ,
kkkk but also those people
kkkk who claim to be _ _ _ _ _ _ .”



Diary, 15 May 1905, 2013

Digital audio loop, 07:43
Performed by Dayna Kriz
Sound recording and editing by Cole Lu

In Memory and Consciousness (1985), Endel Tulving’s theory of memory systems is divided into three types: procedural, semantic and episodic. Procedural memory is connected with retention and the utilization of perceptual, cognitive, and motor skills. Semantic memory (also known as generic or categorical memory) has to do with symbolically representable knowledge that organisms possess about the world, and episodic memory mediates the remembering of personally experienced events.¹

Episodic memory is the most flexible part of our memory. It implies a mental reconstruction of some earlier events in which we extracted and built upon our knowledge based on certain particularities, such as the principle characters involved in actions, setting, and emotional reactions.² The flexibility of memory progression from procedural memory to semantic memory is attained as episodic memory.

The audio installation Diary, 15 May 1905 (2013) is an attempt to trigger the emotional reaction of episodic memory that has been translated from a written text into audio compositions. It is a composite of eight tracks of orchestrated voice-overs from chapter “15 May 1905” of Einstein’s Dreams (2004) by Alan Lightman. In this work of fiction, readers are asked to imagine a world in which time does not exist as an invisible fourth dimension, but rather as a visual element through which life is traveled and measured. Each chapter is a different dream from Einstein, and in each dream, time behaves differently and is understood in various ways.

In the dream “15 May 1905,” the world exists without time, only images. The composition of this dream is formed by phrases that describe various images that construct the world. The audio narrative therefore creates this world through frozen images that are spoken. These spoken words float and fill the space and trigger a constructed nostalgia through audio perception, opening up a vision of a world that possibly once existed, building an imaginary world with episodic memories.

¹ Endel, Tulving, “Memory and Consciousness”, Candian Psychology (1985).
² Suddendorf, Thomas and Corballis, Michael C. “The evolution of foresight: What is mental time travel, and is it unique to humans?”, Behavioral and Brain Science (2007), 30: 299-351, 301.




Cole Lu received her MFA from the Sam Fox School of Design and Visual Art at Washington University in St. Louis. She received her bachelor’s degree in linguistics from Ming Chuan University (Taipei, Taiwan) and associate’s degree in Japanese from Jinwen University (Taipei, Taiwan).

Throughout her career, Lu has worked simultaneously as artist and curator. She is known for her varied, multimedia practice, which articulates the subject of a contemporary, fragmented identity. She uses text, installation, sculpture, and video to explore the complex layers of what is lost in the era of digital communication. Her work has been included in exhibitions throughout the US, UK, Brazil, Mexico and Taiwan.

Lu’s work has been exhibited at CAM Contemporary Art Museum St. Louis; Pulitzer Arts Foundation, St. Louis, MO; UICA Urban Institute for Contemporary Arts, Grand Rapids, MI; Yale University Art Gallery, New Haven, CT; LACE Los Angeles Contemporary Exhibitions, West Hollywood, CA; The Situation Room, Los Angeles, CA; CENTRAL BOOKING ART SPACE, New York, NY; Index Art Center, Newark, NJ; Museo De Arte De Zapopan, Jalisco, Mexico; Mildred Lane Kemper Art Museum, St. Louis, MO, and The 3rd annual New Digital Art Biennale – The Wrong (Again). She was the copy shop resident at Endless Editions (New York, NY) in the summer of 2015, and is currently the winter resident (April 2016) at The Wassaic Project (Wassaic, NY). Her artist book Smells Like Content (Endless Edition, NY) is in the collection of MoMA The Museum of Modern Art Library.

She is the Assistant Director at the 501(c)(3) nonprofit arts forum fort gondo compound for the arts. Experience more of her works at